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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 19, 2008 6:46:48 GMT
Hermione looked at him and her heart broke into a thousand peices then she grew angry. "So you think that leaving me here alone would make you feel better? I told you I need you here or I'll die."Hermione told harry.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 5:44:17 GMT
"Hermione don't guilt trip me into styaing because you said you'd leave. So you wouldn't die if I wasn't aound." Harry told her simply. She was making no sense now.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 5:53:04 GMT
Hermione looked at him. "Harry. If you leave there is no reason for me to stay here. My mum has been trying to transfer me anyways. My dad is fine with it. She wants me closer to her anyways. Harry,I don't care what you say anymore. Your dad has ruin my familes' lives and now I think its time we do like my mother wanted and go to Beauxbatons. Harry I love you no matter what but right now....I'm hating you. I hear through a grapevine that your father peeved you off. Don't take it out on me."she said to him then glanced at her watch. "Look at the time. My detention is over. Tell Professor Reeck I left if you see him."she said grabbing her things and standing up. "I'll see ya around,Potter."she said letting her shoulder run into him as she walked out the door and down the stairs.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 5:58:39 GMT
Harry said nothing to stop her. Let her alk. "my father does what he does because he care." she told her. "He told warned me not to get involved with you but I didn't listen, and now look where I am." Harry would have no one else apart from himself and Evie bad mouth their father. "No you won't Jordine." he told her as she left. Harry was leaving as soon as. And this time he had nothing to feel bad about. She had walked away from the relationship not him.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 6:09:57 GMT
Hermione stopped hearing what he said about his father. "Your father said what?! He told you not to be with me?! Why the hell should it matter what he thinks? You can think for yourself Harry. Or are you becoming a jerk like him. I turned my back on everything to be with you. I risked my friendship to be in love with you. I've gotten so much crap about being with a gryffie. I love you Harry. I've always loved you but after this year of school wherever I go I'm graduating. This is my last year here Harry. So I hope you finish what you started with me because ya know what? I'm leaving the god forsaken place and going some where people actually care about me."Hermione told him as tears welled up in her eyes. "I honestly thought I could be with you forever Harry but looks like your just another gryffindor following the slytherin/gryffindor rule. I should have snuck to Draco."she said to him turning as her tears ran down her cheeks. She should have listened to her head and not her heart.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 6:17:15 GMT
"You make it out to sound like I'm the one who has done something wrong!" he bellowed finally losing his temper. "I've had my father distance himself from me for being with you!" Harry roared. "I have always loved you. I was going to fucking marry you." He took the ring box from his pocket and thrw it with all his might against the wall. The box broke and the ring tumbled out of it. It lay there, diamonds glistening in the dim light. "I wish you were with Draco so he'd feel this pain rather than me!" he screamed. Harry had officially lost it. With tears dripping down his face and hands clenched.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 6:25:38 GMT
Hermione turned and looked at him. It killed her to see him like this. She turned and covered her ears as she heard the box breaking. She looked at the diamond in the light. She rushed to it and picked it up. She swallowed hard looking at it. She looked up at Harry. Tears ran down her cheeks and she wiped them away quickly. She slowly walked over to him and put the ring in his hand and wrapped her arms around Harry. "I'm sorry Harry."she whispered softly to him. She cared about him so much. She loved him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 6:30:38 GMT
"You keep saying that, and yet her we are. he said moving out of her arms. "I kew you wanted Draco. It was obvious that you wanted just as much as he wanted you." harry hissed. She hadmore or less just admitted that she'd have hbeen better off with the ferret. He was glad she had kept the ring. She could keep it and laugh t him when she looked at it. Like she probably did anyways. "I'm sure he or Zidane will get you something better than that. I'm sure your Mum will take care of you. You don't need me. You never have." Harry moved to the door.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 6:46:51 GMT
Hermione grabbed his arm and pulled him back to her. She looked him in those green eyes. "Harry....please. You know you don't want that. I know you don't want that. I can see it in your eyes. Please Harry. If you walk away from me then I'll never see you again. Please don't."she told him as tears ran down her cheeks as she looked at her hand holding his. She pulled it away just long enough to put the ring on her hand. She then took ahold of his hand again and looked up at him. "Please Harry. I love you. I could care less what either of them got me. If I don't have you then whats the point....?"she asked looking at him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 6:55:11 GMT
Harry looked at her, jaw clenched as she spoke. "Who gives a damn what I feel anymore? Becvuase I don't. I'd be better off dead in a lot of people eyes." he told her in all honesty. "What's the point in life hermione, fullstop. Everything's been going downhill. And then the one person I love tell me she'd be better off with my enemy. I dont know what I'm doing anymore!" he told her hysterically. "I don't know what anyone is expecting from the great Harry James Potter. i give up on everything. It's pointless keeping faith is stuff, and people because all that ever happens is that you get let down."
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 7:07:10 GMT
Hermione looked down hearing him. It hurt her to hear this come from him. "Harry....I didn't mean that. I was angry. I said it not releizing why. Please Harry. Believe me. Stuff happens but it could be the rest of our lives. We say stupid stuff and bad stuff happens but we get through it. When my mum met my dad she was put under a spell then went and found Remus and broke up with him. She said stupid stuff and they both said stupid stuff throughout that time. Look at them now. They are happier then ever. Please Harry believe me. I love you more then anything and If you let some stupid words ruin this then I don't know what to do but do something and force you to be with me. Harry I love you and you know you love me. Please."she said and she slightly had a vision. "Harry....your drinking?"she asked softly with surprise in her voice. She never thought he'd start drinking.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 7:16:07 GMT
Harry just shook his head. "But they are different aren't they. They actually love each other." he tld Hermione. He looked at her and just kept shaking his head. "Sometimes Hermione words wake people up to what they can't see right in front of them." he told her. Harry then shrugged. "Yeah, I've been drinking for a while now. I though if you could then why shouldn't I. Great getting drunk isn't it. can have all the fun you want and don't have to think about anything or anyone else. I just focus on myself when i'm drinking."
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 7:34:45 GMT
Hermione looked at him. "Are you saying that you don't love me? Harry...I....I...I'm sorry I ever bothered."she said looking down. "I'll just leave you alone. Bye Harry and even if you don't love me....I....I still love you no matter what."she said as her heart broke. She turned and tears rolled down her cheeks. She picked up her stuff that she had dropped and walked out the door as tears rolled down her cheeks. She crossed her arms as she held up her bag on her shoulder. She walked away praying that she was wrong and that this was all a dream and that he would come and stop her and tell her she was wrong about what he said.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 21, 2008 7:43:10 GMT
As Hermione left the room Harry blinked a fe time before crumbling to the ground. He took out his wand and conjured up a bottle of firewhiskey. He'd oficially lost her. She thought he didn't love her anymore. Out of the pocket of his robes Harry pulled a ribbon. Something else of her's that he's carried around. After all they were childhood frineds and he remember Hermione losing it in a tree when they were young. He had always kept it with him, as she'd never asked for it back. Harry took the top off the bottle and drank from it deeply.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 21, 2008 7:55:14 GMT
Hermione was so hurt by this moment. She couldn't believe this was happening. She was walking away from the best thing in her life and she would never see him again. She then stopped and looked around in her bag frantically. Her eyes grew wide and she turned around and ran back up to the doorway to see harry drinking. She threw her bag to the floor and ran toward him bumping into him hoping he'd drop the bottle. She took off running up the stairs with worry in her eyes and on her face. She couldn't believe she had forgotten it.
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