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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 7:16:16 GMT
Zidane felt her arms wrap around his neck and hold him, "Visions don't always come true." he said to her, He had had enough prophecy's told to him about himself and only 3 out of the ten had come true. "Izzy, You won't lose me." he said to her, "And even if I die, I have to much stuff that I have to do here in this world before I can go to the next." he said to her smiling softly as he tried to comfort her.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 7:23:08 GMT
Izabella looked at Zidane as tears ran down her cheeks. "Mine usually do. I mean look at Lily and James. They both became what I said. Remus became what I said he'd be. I mean....almost all of mine have come true."Izabella said. All the feelings she had years ago for Zidane began to come back as quickly as they had for Remus.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 7:26:56 GMT
Zidane looked at her, "I can see that most of yours do come true." he said to her smiling, "But I also remember you telling me that you had seen me going crazy and working St. Mungos" he said to her with a small smile, "I don't think that this one is going to come true." he said as he hugged her again, "Just don't see it happening." he said to her.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 7:30:42 GMT
Izabella blushed. "Now that was from my memories. That wasn't a vision. Tom placed that memory in my head to scare me into not being with you because he could see through be what would happen now."Izabella said as she looked at him. "You still love me....have you thought about our times together?"she asked him.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 7:36:41 GMT
Zidane sighed. "Yes, I still love you and I have thought about our times together." he said to her, "There were so many things that I wish I had done and that I hadn't done." he said to her as he looked at her. "But mainly I wish that I hadn't promised to leave quietly if Remus wanted you back." he said to her softly, He hated bringing up his old memories, they were what put him in the place he was in with Hermione.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 7:42:53 GMT
Izabella nodded listening to her ex. She never had thought of Zidane as an ex because of alot of what happened back at Beauxbatons. "I understand. But Remus has been gone for quit some time and I don't expect him home tonight. I just didn't know what you thought of us still. I know what you think of me and Remus because....I don't want to sound rude but Hermione probably wouldn't be pregnant and to be honest. I'd rather it be me."she said playing with the hem of her short short pjs she had on. She didn't care what he saw her in. He had seen her naked. She didn't care.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 7:49:54 GMT
Zidane nodded as he listened to her, "You want me to stay with you tonight?" he asked her as he looked at her, "And no, I don't think that Hermione would be pregnant." he said, "Not if I had ended up with you." he said as he avoided her saying she would rather be the one pregnant and not Hermione.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 8:00:08 GMT
Izabella nodded. "I'd like you too. I'm afraid of being attacked again."she said then nodded. She nodded. "If you were with me it wouldn't of happened because you wouldn't have drank and thought she was I. I'm sorry I hurt you so much Zidane. I just...after what Lily told me I remembered I loved Remus so much. He was my first. I mean....I loved him so much more then anyone. But the love I have for you is different. I truly believe that if I was with Remus I'm certain I would be with you."she told him playing with the hem of her shorts again.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 8:07:16 GMT
Zidane looked at her and nodded, "I will stay" he said to her, "I wouldn't of drank at all." he said to her, "And don't apologize, you weren't the one that hurt me." he said to her, "I hurt myself because I let you go." he said to her. "And I understand that you love Remus more then you loved me." he said to her, "I accepted that fact." he said, "And you should to." he said to her. He reached down and grabbed the hand that kept playing with the hem of her pj's. "I still love you." he said, "And even if I end up dying to save Hermione. I will still love you." he said to her.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 8:11:42 GMT
Izabella looked at him. "Thats the thing..."she said pulling her hand away from him to look at her engagement ring. "I didn't love him more then you. I just...Remus was the first love I ever had. I cared about him so much and I didn't want to lose him. Zidane...I loved you more."she said looking down at her ring.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 8:13:58 GMT
Zidane looked at her shocked. He had never thought that she loved him more then Remus so this came as a deep blow. "You loved me more?" he asked her in a state of mild shock. "Why didn't you ever tell me?" he asked her as he looked at her, he reached out to grab one of her hands. "I wish I had known sooner." he said softly.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 8:17:03 GMT
Izabella had tears in her eyes. "I was scared. I mean...Remus was the one I felt my heart going to but I loved you more. I was foolish to leave you Zidane. I'm sorry. Please forgive me."Izabella told him as a tear rolled down her cheek.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 8:21:57 GMT
Zidane looked at her crying and pulled her against him in a hug. "Don't worry, I forgive you." he said to her as he looked down at her, "You should know that you never need ask me for forgiveness." he said to her as he looked at her, his heart had skipped a beat when she had told him she loved him more and now it felt like a thousand little feet were kicking it around his chest it was beating so fast.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Jun 22, 2008 8:25:48 GMT
Izabella clung to him as tears rolled down her cheeks. "Zidane...I do. I hurt you. Its been 16 years. I told you lies because I felt something that I didn't understand. I love you. Remus waited 16 years to purpose to me. I'm sure you would have done it in a heartbeat. Zidane....I'm sorry."she said to him as she buried her face again. She couldn't bare it any more.
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Post by Zidane Golgovich on Jun 22, 2008 8:29:35 GMT
Zidane looked and her and nodded his head, he had planned to propose to her at the valentines ball but they had split up so she could be with Remus then. "Stop apologizing Izzy." he said as he hugged her tightly. "Hind sight is the best kind of sight." he said to her, "But you wanted to be with Remus." he said to her, "I accepted that at the time." he said to her, "It came back to haunt me a few years later." he said to her as he looked at her, he looked down at her engagement ring. "You see that there." he said pointing at it. "I gave that to Remus the day of the Valentines ball." he said to her, "It was sort of my gift to the two of you since I was no longer the one giving it to you." he said to her.
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