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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 4:50:04 GMT
Hermione looked at him. She hated the silence. "Please talk to me Harry. I hate you not talking to me. It scares me."she said looking at him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 4:52:07 GMT
"I don't think there's anything to say. I don't really have a say in any of this. I'll sit on the bench and watch you have you happy family with him." Harry grumpld and stared out to the large oak doors.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 4:56:50 GMT
Hermione looked at him. She was upset now. She thought everything had been ok but she was wrong. She stood up and looked down at him. She wiped tears from her eyes. "If thats how you really feel Harry then I guess....I shouldn't have told you."she said looking down at him. "Goodbye."she said to him and started walking up the stairs. She wanted him to stop her but didn't know if he would. She wiped her eyes and held her stomach lightly as she walked.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 5:03:29 GMT
"Tell me I'm worng Hermione? Are you trying to tell me that it wouldn't be like that. That even if we ended up togeter in the future and had children of our own that you wouldn't treat it like two separate amilies. Because you already make it sound like I don't belong anywhere near that child. With you, yes. But your baby, no."
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 5:21:01 GMT
Hermione stopped hearing him. "I would never treat it like that. It would be one family but it would kinda be like my family Harry. I'm not Remus' daughter yet he treats me like I am. You can be like the father. Harry...I would gladly tell everyone its your child. But I know you don't. I mean how am I suppose to explain this? I'm pregnant and its not your child. What am I suppose to tell everyone when I'm asked?"she said turning to look at him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 5:25:10 GMT
"Yes, but Hermione you don't have contact with your actual father so you take Remus as being your father. When this child is born Zidane will be it's father and I'll be the other guy." he told her. "i don't know what you're eant to tell them. I'm sure Zidane knows what he wants you to say to everyone." Harry said down heartedly. the boy had never looked so broken in his life. Even when they lost the Quidditch cup to Slytherin in second year.
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 5:28:09 GMT
Hermione bit her lip and debated on telling him. She licked her lips and walked back to him. "He told me to get you to sleep with me and convince you and everyone else it was your child. I told him I couldn't do that to you."she told him with saddness in her voice. "Harry. I'd much rarther have you as the father. I wish you could be the father."she said looking at him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 5:30:37 GMT
His face crumpled, "But I'm not Hermione." he whispered. "Do you know how much it stings knowing he first child the love of your life will have isn't even yours. It guts my heart and makes me feel sick to my stomach to know I'm not the first person you'll have a family with."
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 5:38:58 GMT
Hermione heard him and stood there. "I'll give the baby to mum. She wants to have another one after the wedding anyways. She can have this one. I'm too young to have a child anyways. I wouldn't know what to do. That way...I wont have a child and I wont have another family Harry."she told him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 5:50:34 GMT
Harry looked at her hopefully, but then common sense kicked in. "You know that wouldn't work. You'd pine after it Hermione. maternal instincts. Andwhat happens when the child finds out your really it's mother not sister?"
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 5:56:06 GMT
Hermione looked at him. "Then what am I suppose to do Harry? I want to be with you but this baby is making it harder for me and you to do that. Please Harry help me."she said looking at him.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 6:00:00 GMT
"I don't know Herminoe." he told her honestly. And for one the great Harry Potter looked defeated. "I can't ask you to chose because it isn't fair. Because that is your child. Your first...." he said almost bitterly. Harry put his head in his hands again and soon began clubbing his head. Why hadn't he told her earlier?!
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 6:09:41 GMT
Hermione looked at him and felt like dying again. "Harry.....I don't care what you say. I'm giving the baby to mum. She deserves it. They'll understand and they wont tell it. Harry I want to be with you. I want to be happy with you. And stop beating yourself up over this. Its not gonna help anything."she said sitting down and pulling his hands away again.
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Post by Harry & Evangeline Potter on Mar 10, 2008 6:13:14 GMT
"You can't!" Harry said. He looked at Hermione as she pulled his arms away. "As soon as that baby's born you won't be able to. Mum always said as soon as you hold your child in your arms that's it. You love it no matter what."
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Post by Jodine-Lupin Family & Caron on Mar 10, 2008 6:16:14 GMT
Hermione looked at him. "Then I wont hold it. I wont even look at it no matter how hard it hurts. Harry....I'll still be around the baby. It'll live with me. Its not like I'm sending it to the states."she told him.
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